"S.O.S. please someone help me."
I'm fucked. Overwhelmed, distraught, frustrated, full of self loathing, self doubt, and self destructive thoughts. I need a car, for my job, without the car, I have no job.
You see, if you get a car, obviously it has to be insured. They don't just give you insurance without having to put money down, and I have no money to put down. My Dad and Mom are both unreachable by phone or email. I am flat broke and my hotel is only paid up until tomorrow at 11am, and it's looking like I'm going to be homeless in Edmonton. I have to be in Camrose on Tuesday. And even if I'm lucky, get a hold of someone, get money, I won't be able to get my car until Tuesday morning at the earliest because everything's closed tomorrow for fucking Victoria day, a fact I failed to recognize in my previous "grand plan".
Evidently I don't deal well with adversity/hunger/homelessness.
FUCK.
Crying yourself to sleep is the new sleeping pill.
I'm fucked. Overwhelmed, distraught, frustrated, full of self loathing, self doubt, and self destructive thoughts. I need a car, for my job, without the car, I have no job.
You see, if you get a car, obviously it has to be insured. They don't just give you insurance without having to put money down, and I have no money to put down. My Dad and Mom are both unreachable by phone or email. I am flat broke and my hotel is only paid up until tomorrow at 11am, and it's looking like I'm going to be homeless in Edmonton. I have to be in Camrose on Tuesday. And even if I'm lucky, get a hold of someone, get money, I won't be able to get my car until Tuesday morning at the earliest because everything's closed tomorrow for fucking Victoria day, a fact I failed to recognize in my previous "grand plan".
Evidently I don't deal well with adversity/hunger/homelessness.
FUCK.
Crying yourself to sleep is the new sleeping pill.
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"buy this car to drive to work, drive to work to pay for this car"
Im making you a cd right now to send.
Its a rough situation, but we all know you are tough as balls. so I hope everything works out.
--aimee.
buck up lil camper
There's always a good dose of prostitution, good for the wallet, good for the soul.
I think you'd probably do better in drag though.
Best Wishes,
Chufre
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