La musique: Everyday hate- Madball

I don't want to die without any scars.

I live life how I know how. I may be impulsive, reckless, etc., but that's who I am. Sometimes this goes over well, other times not so much. Sometimes it gets me praise, or laughs, other times I hurt myself or others.
Synapses and neurons are most of it, but that's over my head. I am they way I am because I don't want to miss out on anything. Impulsivity breeds adventure. But adventures are one of those funny things that can be positive or negative. Loves and good times had must outweigh those lost. Or at least that's what I tell myself.

But I wonder more often than normal how things would be different if I wasn't the way I am.